I have the week off... so why am I stressing?
This week I am off from work (essentially the company I work for is doing a furlough week). When I found out about this, I was looking forward to the break from work and having some time to accomplish other things. I wanted to use some of the time to relax and unwind before going back to work, but I also have a list of things to do now that I have a little bit of time to myself. So far I’ve checked a few things off my list, but haven’t made much of a dent overall, nor tackled any of the major things that need doing.
Over the weekend: cleaned the house, had friends over, finished & filed our taxes (finally, with only one day to spare - my most extreme tax day procrastination ever), took the dogs to the dog park, did some work that needed to be done before my week off, organized all my sewing and crafts supplies
Monday: found a used dog crate on Craigslist in the exact size I wanted for a great price, picked up said dog crate, spent 2 hours at a well stocked Goodwill and got some good deals, took the dogs for an extra long walk, organized some stuff around the house, worked out, watched a movie
Tuesday: doggie play date with Helper & Ioda, cleaned the dogs’ ears, looked over proposals for our new fireplace insert and tankless water heater, did some research on permits and inspections, re-installed an electrical outlet in the kitchen that was removed when the window was replaced, watched a movie
I accomplished some little things, but I have bigger items on my list, and they’re just not going to get done. We have plans for Friday and all weekend, so I’m down to just two days, including today. I have been even less productive than I could have been so far, and the reason is familiar to me. Whenever I start to feel as though I have way more to do than can possibly be done in the allotted time, my motivation takes a major hit and I get kind of paralyzed. I started feeling it even before the week began, and I definitely let it get to me over the last couple days. I still have two days left, so I’m going to make the most of them - by doing the fun things on my list that I want to do and not feeling guilty about what I can’t do right now. It will all get done eventually. Or not.
-Kelly